Whine, whine, whine...

Back hurts, head hurts, Internet connection here at work being a freaking pain, lay awake for hours last night from pain, too queasy to take pain pills, so I'm exhausted today, and don't have *time* to be exhausted, so instead I just feel freaked out.

*freak*

Seeing that word written down always makes me think, for some reason, of a bird sort of twitching and losing all it's feather's in one big freaked out fit. If I could, I would stop and draw a *freak* in progress... feathers flying everywhere, and one panicked-looking, very bald bird in the center.

It would be therapeudic...

Dark blue.

The light, or lack thereof, is just beginning to get to me.

It's 4:15, 45 minutes left at work, and it's blue out. I don't mean sky blue, cheerful sunny blue, no, I mean twilight, two minutes from full dark blue. Can't see across the street anymore sort of blue.

It's dark when I drive in, now. And dark when I drive home. Unless I trek the block to our temporary parking lot to drive somewhere at lunch, I don't see the sun.

It's making me blue...