Plan...

[ellenmillion]

• Scoop the cat box
  
• Back up my laptop
  
• Finish taxes (just a re-write now, and sending the envelope)
  
• Did I say 3 orders? Try 13. Can't count. All half-finished now, several are packed up.
  
• Call Dr and get a refill on my Epipen prescription so I don't die in convulsions if stung by a bee down in those warm climes that actually have bees.
  
• Pick up above-mentioned prescription. - will be ready at 4
  
• Pack
  
• Newsletter and various posts about closure
  
• Turn off everything (auto-reply, site, etc.)
  
• Workstuff - 1 more report, proposal design, ASB redlines and TIMECARD
  
• Print boarding passes and such
  

Despite adding more to my list than I manage to cross off, I can feel the panic ebbing away. I have made Decisions. I have a Plan. I feel most excellently Good about things; even if things didn't work out exactly like I wanted, I think that this is the best direction for now and it's a fine middle ground between the dire and the desired. I think I hated the not making up my mind and not knowing and can't decide more than any of the possible options... and I dreaded carrying all of that stress with me on our trip. I'm pretty sure it wasn't going to fit in my carryon...

Comments

[pixiewildflower.livejournal.com]

**HUGS TIGHT** Hang in there and all that!

[(Anonymous)]

I agree, not knowing which way to go with something and hovering between two different ways is really nerve wracking. This is why layers in Photoshop is good, you can go one way and still go back if you don't like.

This makes me think of those Choose Your Own Adventure books, you know everyone kept a finger in the page until they read if the path they picked was good or not. " No! Wait!I didn't take my finger off the page! I wanna go down the path next to the pool, not into the deep, dark cave!" :D

I missed the trip notification, that is what I get for being out ofthe lop for a month! --Jenny--