Thoughts...

[ellenmillion]

So, I'm considering a nervous breakdown.

The brochure looks so nice. No deadlines, no one expects much more of you than rocking in a corner, and those lovely jackets are fitted so sweetly. I bet they give you skookum pain drugs, too.

More seriously, I badly, badly need a respite. Every little setback sends me dangerously close to tears. Just a cumulative effect of the laundry list of bad luck lately, but no less frustrating for knowing what it is.

I may flee next week with my laptop one day to Chena Hot Springs and do some writing, soaking, writing, soaking, art, soaking, or possibly just soaking. Jake's away on business Monday and maybe Tuesday night... maybe I'll call and see if I can't get an overnight reservation.

I DEFINITELY need a massage/chiro adjustment, and I don't think that can wait until next week, or even tomorrow. Calling now...

Comments

[hippiechic567.livejournal.com]

I hope you manage to get away to the hot springs, that should do wonders for your sanity! :)

[jenelycam.livejournal.com]

*HUGS* You expect too much of yourself woman. Take some time off and RELAX!!!! The spa sounds perfect!! Can I come too??? LOL

[andreags.livejournal.com]

Take a break and you'll come back to your work refreshed!

Hope you get a reservation at those springs!

[cynnalia.livejournal.com]

Oh, the hot springs sound divine! I hope you can go...if anyone needs a break, it's you, Ellen -- you do so much! Please relax and indulge in some quality "me"-time, k? We worry about you! (((hugs)))

[pers1stence.livejournal.com]

Definitely take a break.

Keep your chin up!

*hug*

[princess-lilam.livejournal.com]

*hugs!!!!!!!* :-(
I am so sorry about how you are feeling and I am really sorry if I was in any way a tribution to how you are feeling. I am really sorry I didn't send in my stuff earlier :(

Please feel better soon.
Take a break, go for a walk, go to the movies. just clear your mind.

[valdary.livejournal.com]

Some of my friends swear by getting their small children to walk up and down their spine in bare feet.
Seriously though if you are in pain get something done about that straight away.

[rendergirl.livejournal.com]

((((HUGS)))))

[wyrdpainter.livejournal.com]

Oh poor Ellen!! I really feel for you! It sounds like a break and a change of scenery would be a Really Good Thing for you right now. (((((((hugs))))))))

[celticwren.livejournal.com]

Definately go take that hot spring break, and don't you feel guilty about it either!