Stupid brain!

[ellenmillion]

If I could find that part of a brain which is responsible for all the ridiculous doubt and double-think that I go through, I'd stab it out with a fork.

I swear, I go over and over and over every rejection I give, and every acceptance, every project, and every email, forum post, LJ comment and everything I say. To a stupid level. Come on brain, get on board here. It's done, it's over, move on. Make the decisions on the darn calendar, stick to them, and let the poor artists know already! Quit stalling on projects 'cause you're not sure you're going the right direction or you'll just never get anything done, ever.

It would be a lot easier without this part of my brain.

(And probably the part that is so easily distracted by shiny new things... ooo, sparkly!)





Metallic scratchboard scans horribly and photographs almost as poorly. I rather like this, but the image of it stinks. Lines are more delicate than show here, and it's more sparkly and less white. Was planning to post it to my webpage for sale, but just can't show it off right. I'll trade it, instead, if someone wants - I'd most like a CD of MP3s, if someone is interested! :) I have eclectic tastes, largely I only dislike R&B and twangy country, and I particularly like unknown middle eastern stuff. Claimed!

Comments

[watergazer.livejournal.com]

Oh man, post this in my forum. I'm gonna make an ATC section today! Awesome idea to use scratchboard. I'll have to do that myself. I'd trade but I'll wait until you do a dragon.

[ellenmillion.livejournal.com]

Sure, I'll do that! :)

A dragon, you say? Hmm... the muse is sparked!

[cynnalia.livejournal.com]

Oooh, very cool...I love it! ^_^ MP3s, huh? Well, between my old boss's iTunes on my Mac, and my iTunes on my PC, I've got every flavor of music you could want, from 80s rock to New Age, to Hindu mantras to movie scores to contemporary and beyond! LOL What's your pleasure? ;P

[ellenmillion.livejournal.com]

Horrah! All of the above sounds great, I'm honestly looking for variety, so just a handful of this or that would be fabulous, dahling!

[cynnalia.livejournal.com]

You've got it, hon! ^_^

[ellenmillion.livejournal.com]

I'll get it in the mail this weekend. :)

[cynnalia.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I'll put together "Deb's Supa-Fly Mix" and get that off to you Monday! *grin*

[pixiewildflower.livejournal.com]

That ACEO is way cool!

[ellenmillion.livejournal.com]

Thanks!! :)

[dormantdrake.livejournal.com]

If you ever again decide you'd like to trade artwork for a CD of MP3s, I have a large library (all my CDs are on my computer), and I'd be willing to trade!

[celticwren.livejournal.com]

Ooo, yes calendar. :) I think you were right about my first submission last year, it doesn't look summery enough. How many are you going to get printed? How much are they? When will they be up? ;)

Ah, sparklies, they are sooo pretty in person but they produce so terribly!

[fleeboy.livejournal.com]

just for the record, your responses aren't stupid, just the overthinking. and how can thinking be stupid anyway? *wanders off to test this stupidity thing out...*

[hippiechic567.livejournal.com]

Oooh pretty! I like it!