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[ellenmillion]

*sigh*

For all my ranting about not being able to control other people feeling offended by my LJ choices, I feel just /awful/ about the person I managed to offend. Rats. I honestly never meant to, and I feel /terrible/ that they took it so hard.

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[ex-jessibean471.livejournal.com]

well since I'm the offended culprit (whoo), I guess I can give you my two cents

To you, Live Journal and its friends list MIGHT not mean that much, and well, yeah, that's your decision

And to me, guess what, it does. My three current best friends, i met all of them through Live Journal. This is the place where people ENCOURAGED me to be open and be myself, where a LOT of people taught me more about myself than I ever really knew.

Using Live Journal has made ME a better person because i'm not afraid anymore. i'm not afraid to tell people about myself, or my life, or who I am, or what I want to do, because I can be so open -here-

We were never close friends, not like Ayame or Becca or Rachel and myself, no, but i STILL considered you a friend, i STILL Trusted you, and yeah, I know I post a lot. In fact, I remember posting an entry asking if everyone thought i posted TOO much and you being the first one to say no.

So why does it offend me? Well for one, I never knew anything about you until we added each other to Live Journal.

for two, I am opening my heart to EVERYONE who reads this, and when people basically say that it meant crap to them, yes, that DOES hurt.

be mad at me, hate me, think I take it too seriously, think i'm a big immature little stuck up brat.. i don't care

you asked. I told.

that's all.