Blech!

[ellenmillion]

This icon is particularly apt, today.

I'm having a very bad 'blech!' moment. I am feeling like my writing is Crap, my ideas are Stupid and I was epic crazy to even attempt Torn World. It is cold feet, I can accept that. Tomorrow, the site goes public (though the story doesn't start in earnest until January), and it's a little like getting ready to parade around stark naked.

Add to that the fact that tomorrow the big giftshop news goes live and I have to write up that still (this isn't an easy thing to write!!), and headcold from hell is still making me sound frog-like and phlegmy and OMGBUYINGACAR and a very strange night sleep-wise. (I took cold medicine, and then it was morning, except that I was still way drowsy and my dreams were very vivid and weird and clung to me longer than usual.)

It also occurred to me today that tomorrow being July 1 also means I have to do artistpay. *dies a little*

Blech, I say.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

" I am feeling like my writing is Crap, my ideas are Stupid and I was epic crazy to even attempt Torn World."

I was just looking online for my name, and found an Erika Heidewald, who is fluent in three languages, and can converse in a few more...and she is only 19 or so...and pretty. A lot of the time I feel like I have missed something in life, can going to work and coming home with art on the side be all there is to it? I am thankful that I do have time to do stuff otehr than huntung and gathering all day. That is the trouble with being able to think, always wondering if there was supposed to be more to life than eating and breeding and not getting killed.

Um...anyways.

[metasilk.livejournal.com]

Meeps and all that.

Do you drink coffee? Or just tea?

[ellenmillion.livejournal.com]

Usually a cup of coffee in the morning. Maybe a coke at lunch, a few times a month. Otherwise, not really a caffiene person, honestly!

[minor-architect.livejournal.com]

Tell me if you want me to announce that the Torn World site has gone public on our Twitter account! Also, do you know which Tweeps have already helped with the project (such as beta-testing)? Then I can add them as people we're following. :)

[pixiewildflower.livejournal.com]

**gentle hugs**